Book Review — Silence of the Lambs ★★★★★

I’ve been watching Hannibal lately at a friend’s recommendation, and I love it. I knew that it was like a prequel to The Silence of the Lambs, which I’d heard about often. I decided to get it on my Kindle and give it a read. I also learned that my library does not have any books by Thomas Harris or George R. R. Martin. Hmmm.

SYNOPSIS

Buffalo Bill is a serial killer who skins his female victims. The bodies are dumped in miscellaneous areas and the culprit has consistently evaded police capture. The FBI has Clarice Starling go visit Hannibal Lecter, a psychiatrist/serial killer, to see if he is willing to figure it out for them.

WHAT I LIKED

  • Hannibal’s escape was the coolest part of the book and really demonstrated his deadly patience and skill. It was so clever and I was impressed
  • The characters are all super interesting, especially the two villains
    • Catherine Martin was surprisingly smart and independent
  • I wondered if Hannibal or Jame Gumb would end up being portrayed as sympathetic, and I was gladly proven wrong

WHAT I DISLIKED

  • Was a bit slow in some parts

All in all, The Silence of the Lambs is a really cool thriller that I wholeheartedly recommend to those who aren’t opposed to gore.

Book Review – The Good Girls ★★★☆☆

I finished The Good Girls, book two in The Perfectionists series by Sara Shepard. That’s the same author who wrote Pretty Little Liars. I was a little worried about reading this one. PLL had made me want to both vomit and burn the world down, but I remember thinking the first book was alright. The Good Girls was a new book in the library and it was on display. Since it was the last book in the series, I felt obligated to finish it. I took it off the shelf and brought it home.

SYNOPSIS
The Perfectionists is about the murder of Nolan Hotchkiss, the most popular guy in school, and also the cruel manipulator who knew everyone’s secrets. In the film studies class, five girls finish watching And Then There Were None and discuss whether there were people who deserved to die. They name the people they’d kill and how they’d do it, but they all agree on Nolan. Days later, he is killed in the exact same way they’d planned — cyanide in his drink. In book two, the mystery killer goes further down the list, and the girls are left to figure who overheard their conversation — and who is next.

WHAT I LIKED

  • Enjoyable enough to read that I got through it without feeling frustrated at anything
  • The girls are actually friends with each other, and there are nice and sweet girl/girl friendships
  • Supportive parents exist, and the police are competent
  • Final relationships are realistic and not toxic
  • Good non-stereotypical representation — there’s an Iranian, a South Korean, and lesbian parents
  • An adequate portrayal of serious issues like bullying, domestic abuse, mental illness, suicide, drugs, and alcohol abuse
  • The plot twist was unexpected and presents an excellent re-readability factor
  • Clever red herrings. I’m not sure if Lucien’s description of being effeminate was intended to mislead us since we knew the killer had a girl’s build, but it definitely made me suspicious and clouded my thinking a bit
  • Has a nice moral
  • The ending was satisfying and bittersweet

WHAT I DISLIKED

  • Using mental illness (especially DID) as a plotline, but at least it was portrayed okay.
    • Plus, I’m pretty sure this idea’s been used a hundred times (still didn’t expect it though)
  • Weird formatting. Some words like “Costco-size” and “ex-girlfriend” were written without the dash. Shepard’s habit of having up to three people speak in the same paragraph also really confused me as to who was saying what.
  • The car mowing down Claire was unrealistic. How was the driver/killer supposed to know that Claire would be the only one on the road? They didn’t even ensure that Claire couldn’t just jump out of the way.
  • Some characters were bland. Ava, Caitlin, and Mackenzie were very similar.
  • Caitlin’s story was slightly boring. It’s great that her relationships are healthy though.

Some parts I was iffy about, but overall I enjoyed it. I think Sara Shepard has learned and improved a lot since Pretty Little Liars and The Lying Game, and I’m excited to see the TV show based on this series!

New Fish #PlanetOrPlastic

This is a poem I wrote for the #PlanetOrPlastic contest on Wattpad and National Geographic.

I want new fish to fish today
I’m sitting by the bay.
The clouds are gray and far away
My task is underway.

I wish for carp to come on out
Or even speckled trout
I quickly see there are no fish
But soon I spot a different dish

The jellyfish I wanted
Made me slightly daunted.
I thought they’d many stingers
Not four legs tied together.
Still, it freely swims the salty sea
With not a wish to flee.

The next I caught was also not
Exactly what I thought.

I didn’t know that sea snakes
Could make themselves so straight.
Lines of green run in-between
I wonder what they mean.
I think they last ate long ago
Their figures are so hollow.

I start to feel a little scared
I’m very unprepared.

Then came the mighty turtle
That went through many hurdles.
Its shell contained a rounded gap
That’s covered with a cap.

I found no fish to fish today
I don’t think I will stay.
For what I found weren’t fish or prey
But human disarray.

Book Review – They Both Die at the End ★★★★★

They Both Die at the End by Adam Silvera caught my attention when I was scrolling through a classmate’s Goodreads feed and saw that they’d given this book a 5-star rating. I pulled it up and read the synopsis. Oh…wow. It sounded extremely interesting and I instantly went and borrowed the book from the school library.

SYNOPSIS
Mateo Torres and Rufus Emeterio live in a world where the Death-Cast calls you the day you die, telling you to live life to the fullest. You don’t know how you’re going to go or exactly how long you have, but you know you need to make whatever you have last. The two boys meet each other through the Last Friend app, and soon become good friends, perhaps even getting on the path to falling in love.

WHAT I LIKED

  • Really cool premise
  • Very enjoyable to read
  • Good representation of Latinos and POCs in general. It’s funny how not a single word of Spanish is spoken, yet Ready Player One, a book with non-Latino characters, random Spanish-dropping is very common
  • Nobody is a throw-away character. Everybody’s story connects and that was pretty beautiful
  • Really nice reflective thinking. I’m not sure how to describe it but they both think a lot of nice things
  • Rufus constantly saying “yo” and “mad (adjective)” cracked me up
  • I loved all the characters
  • Lovely portrayal of friendships and love
  • Extremely important lesson at the end — live life to the fullest
  • Clever foreshadowing with the stove. I never would have thought…
  • I liked the ominous feel to the ending

WHAT I DISLIKED

  • I can’t think of anything, actually

Overall, I LOVED this book. I stayed up all night reading it, and it probably made me cry way too hard.

Book Review – Vicious ★☆☆☆☆

Vicious is book sixteen in the Pretty Little Liars series by Sara Shepard. It is, fortunately, the last book. I feel obligated to finish every series I begin, but for this one, I had to cheat a little. I read the first six books, opened book seven, retched, and skipped to the last.

SYNOPSIS
Four years after their best friend Alison Dilaurentis goes missing, four girls — Aria, Hanna, Spencer, and Emily — get hounded by a mysterious figure called “A”, who somehow knows all the secrets that Alison knew and is willing to blackmail them into doing demeaning and terrible tasks. Alison is revealed to be alive and the second “A”, helped by her slavish boyfriend Nick, who is “Helper A” and later gets imprisoned. The girls are framed for Alison’s murder, and in this book, they scramble to prove that Alison is alive before the court finds them guilty.

WHAT I LIKED

  • Nothing

 

WHAT I DISLIKED

  • Unrealistic plot
    • Their lawyer has “gotten mafia bosses out of mass-killing charges” and can’t get four high schoolers out of a murder charge with almost zero evidence? There isn’t even a body.
    • Aria can somehow run off to Amsterdam while under suspicion of murder.
    • Nick is unhelpful despite actually wanting to help.
    • How in the world did people believe Emily had drowned just like that? She’s a strong swimmer and it’d barely been a few hours when the police already gave up their search. At least try looking for her body!
    • Emily’s family manages to put together an entire FUNERAL the day after she is pronounced dead.
    • Noel miraculously guesses which country Aria goes to, which city she goes to, and which landmark she goes to. AND he manages to actually find her there.
    • Noel and Aria somehow find a person to make them fake passports. It’s not even shown HOW.
  • Toxic relationships
    • Noel is manipulative and constantly wants to go “have fun” despite Aria literally being an international criminal and can’t afford to be caught.
    • Wren Kim cheated on both Melissa and Spencer. The girls did not agree to that, and that is not okay. Oh and then Wren ends up with Spencer because of course.
    • Mike is racist, misogynistic, unfaithful, immature, a sexual predator, and only has one brain cell. I can’t stand him. He marries Hanna Marin, who honestly deserves him because she is a terrible human being as well.
  • Hasty relationships
    • Wren and Spencer. He hasn’t been mentioned for like, what, five books? Then he appears again and suddenly they’re dating.
    • Emily ends up with a random girl that we don’t even get to meet. Oh yeah, I can totally tell that Shepard cares about same-sex relationships. I CAN SEE THE DEVELOPMENT.
  • Unrelatable characters
    • Everyone is rich and spoiled. Brands I don’t recognize are name-dropped constantly. No one makes a smart decision. There is excessive wallowing in unpractical self-pity. Can you say #RichWhiteGirlProblems?
  • Friendships aren’t even friendships
    • The four girls are supposedly “best friends”, yet by the last book, Aria completely abandons her BFFs to run to the Netherlands. She doesn’t bother to try and bring her “friends” with her, or even stop to realize that she’s making it look worse for them, especially since Emily has already “committed suicide”, which the jury interpret as an action done out of guilt.
    • Spencer does the same thing. She goes off to get a fake identity, not even considering doing the same for her friends.
    • In the end, the message is boys > friendship, which is a horrible thing to take away from this.
  • Cliché-ridden
    • Spencer decides not to change her identity because she wants to keep her old life. Well okay, I don’t know why it took you this long to realize this. If only Aria did too.
  • Stereotypes
    • I’m sure all prisoners have tattoos and are fat, masculine, and ugly.
  • The end “plot twist” is horrible
    • It came out of NOWHERE. There was zero foreshadowing.
    • It’s not exciting, clever, or ingenious.

I despise this book with every fibre of my being. The first four books in the series were okay, but it only got worse and worse from there. It’s not even a good trashy book, because they are supposed to still be fun to read. This was just…boring. Mike and Hanna’s storyline disgusted me so much. His outrageous behaviour — including MOLESTING HANNA — is portrayed as endearing.
Still, this is just my opinion. I understand that many people like this series, and must have their own reasons for it. It even got made into a TV show. I watched the first 14 episodes then started skipping around, but it’s a definite improvement and something I could enjoy if I had the time to watch seven seasons.

Book Review – Flowers for Algernon ★★★★★

Flowers for Algernon by Daniel Keyes was a book recommended by Felix Kjellberg, one of my favourite Youtubers. I borrowed it from the library and it was the first book I read after coming back from summer vacation.

SYNOPSIS
Charlie Gordon is retarded. He has poor memory and is bullied by his coworkers and family. But he makes up for this with his dedication to trying to become smart. He regularly attends classes to improve his reading and writing skills. Then he is chosen to be the first to receive a surgery that would increase his intelligence. It is successful, and his IQ improves by alarming speeds, surpassing even the scientists who operated on him. He adopts a disdainful attitude of people less smart than he, but soon realizes that he is just as far from people when he is a genius as when he was retarded.

WHAT I LIKED

  • Well-written and well-researched
  • Heartbreaking and strewed my emotions all over the place
  • Explores the issue of ethics in treating people who are mentally incapable of giving consent
  • Very human

WHAT I DISLIKED

  • I feel like Fay is a bad character portrayed as a good one. She’s nice and I quite like her, but I think she’s very self-destructive. Her house is a mess, there’s no lock on the door, she’s not the slightest bit concerned over losing three hundred bucks, and she doesn’t have any long-term loves/friendships. There’s absolutely no stability. She even loses Charlie once he stops being fun.

Despite that long-winded paragraph on Fay, I do really like this book. I’m glad it was recommended to me, and I’m sure I’ll still think about it ten years from now.

I Feel Better When I’m Happy

For my This I Believe project, I spoke about optimism. Here is the video:

The technique that I used in this video was similar to the “Draw My Life” videos I saw on Youtube. It involves drawing out important scenes and people to further show and explain what was being said. I’ve never used this technique before, and I thought that this would be a good way to show myself evolving. It was also great to be able to transition with the paper, and use different colors to represent different things.

One thing you’d notice from my video is the usage of color. I used a lot of marker colors in the drawings, but the main colors were black, blue, orange, and green. The black was a neutral color, meaning what I was drawing in black wasn’t exactly important, or was neither positive or negative. Blue however, was meant to symbolize when I was thinking more negative thoughts. Orange and green were the colors I used for happiness, since they simply reminded me of the sun and the grass.
Another thing I did was change the lighting. When I was talking about a more sad memory, where I was drawing mostly in blue, I lowered the brightness so that the video would have a darker and more gloomy feel to it.
The last effect I added was one of the transitions, where I placed a new piece of paper full of happy thoughts over the previous one, which had sadder thoughts. That was representing me covering the sad things and replacing them with the positive.

Looking at the result, I personally think that my techniques and effects had given the intended effect. I made it obvious at the beginning what the blue and green colors meant, so I’m hoping the audience will catch the meaning.

Mi Rutina de Domingo

Los domingos normalmente me despierto a las ocho de la mañana. Luego después de treinta minutos, me levanto.

Generalmente, yo me cepillo a las nueve y cinco con mi hermano. En este momento mi madre todavía se duerme.

Si yo no hay mucha tarea, mi hermano y yo vemos Youtube a las nueve y diez en la sala.

Después, a las once de la mañana, mi familia y yo nos desayunamos en el comedor.

A las tres de la tarde, yo siempre almuerzo con mi familia en mi casa.

Casi todos los días, yo leo un libro en la tarde, a las sobre cinco de la tarde.

A las seis de la noche, mi hermano y yo hacemos nuestra tarea. En esta foto estoy escribiendo mis deberes de matemáticas.

Si yo no me quedo en mi casa para cena, tengo que vestirse a las sobre ocho menos diez.

A veces yo ceno con mi madre y mi hermano menor a un centro comercial muy cerca, “Hanshin Arena”, a las ocho de la noche. En esta foto comemos en Coco, una restaurante nosotros vamos con frecuencia.

Generalmente, a las once de la noche, yo me ducho y me lavo mi pelo.

Antes de cepillarme, a las once y veinte, yo me seco y me peino mi pelo.

Finalmente, a las once y media, me acuesto, y casi siempre me duermo a las doce menos cuarto.

Hypocrisy – The Crucible Post 2

Reverend John Hale is a character from the play The Crucible by Arthur Miller. He’s a hypocrite.

Oh, sorry, I think I’m going to fast. He is the reverend from Beverly, called to Salem to investigate for witchcraft. He is an expert in this field, and puts much emphasis on the justice of the jury and his decisions.

An unbalanced scale. Photo by OpenClipart-Vectors via Flickr cc

“Proctor, the court is just.” (Miller 73)
“Let you rest upon the justice of the court.” (Miller 67)
“My duty is to add to the godly wisdom of the court.” (Miller 64)

He repeatedly states that the court will be fair, and that he will add to that by finding out if there is really any connection to the supernatural. At first he pointedly says that there must be proof, and that “the Devil is precise.”

However, when Elizabeth Proctor’s name is mentioned in court, he visits her and her husband. He asks them—Proctor, specifically—many questions, of how Christian their household is, why they don’t go to church ofte, and if they could recite the Ten Commandments. It seems like Reverend Hale had already begun suspecting John Proctor even though there was no real proof of this. Yeah, so just.

Moreover, when a poppet with a needle in its belly is found in the Proctor home, Elizabeth was arrested, even though Mary Warren admitted it was hers. Hale again insisted that the court was just, despite the fact that Mary wasn’t even questioned any further when she clearly had something to do with the poppet. Hale chose to trust the word of Abigail Williams over the actual evidence, while actually doubting the court’s justice himself, making him a hypocrite.

This relates to the Shadowhunters books by Cassandra Clare. The third series, The Dark Artifices, quite possibly shows the most corruption and hypocrisy of the Clave, the government for Shadowhunters.

Just as Hale was being pressured to find witches, the Clave was being pressured by the public to hold someone accountable for the Dark War. And despite multiple witnesses of their loyalty and their courage against demons, Mark Blackthorn was abandoned to Faerie and forbidden to be rescued, and his sister Helen was exiled to an island in the middle of nowhere.

John Proctor was already known to be a non-believer of witches, and Mark and Helen were known to be half-faerie (many faeries had sided with the evil demons in the Dark War). Hale was still saying the court was being just in arresting Elizabeth. And the Clave yet claimed to be following the Accords and Laws, when they were clearly just making excuses for their prejudice.

Blatant Lies – The Crucible Post 1

Say someone points to you and accuses you of commiting cold-blooded homicide. Everyone in the immediate vicinity would turn and stare at you. Then you protest, but the person goes on ruthlessly, “You murdered the man. I saw you. I saw you with my own eyes! It was you.” People are turning away and giving you scared glances, and some are glaring at you menacingly.
Only, the accusation wasn’t true in the slightest.

This was what happened in The Crucible, by Arthur Miller. In the play, Abigail Williams, a strong-willed girl, accuses multiple women of witchcraft. A lot of the people she named were people who couldn’t protect themselves as well. This included a drunkard beggar named Sarah Osborn, and a pregnant homeless woman with no husband, Sarah Good.

These were blatant lies that Abigail made to save herself, and yet everyone believed them, because she had apparently opened her soul.

Abigail reminds me of a character from the book Divergent by Veronica Roth: Peter. In this book series, citizens are split into five factions, or are factionless, essentially homeless. Peter is Candor, which prizes itself in being honest and just. However, this character is the exact opposite of that; he lies and cheats and backstabs to get his way. There are many incidents where he gets into brawls with other teens, then claims that it was the other who started the fight. And since he is in Candor, and the other person is always from a different faction, people unanimously believed Peter.

All this demonstrates how society has a sort of natural bias when it comes to believing certain people over others. This could be due to fear, or actual belief that one sort of person is more reliable. Either way, lies have destructive results, and, in the case of The Crucible, can get you hanged.